Tuesday, November 11, 2008
dearest, i know now very clearly long ago and because of yesterday that it's impossible fr us t be together as well. i should forget you by right, but i cant. i still love you. but i'm still happy that we can be friends. i know you are grateful fr th things i've done fr you all but you now and everyone else who knows me well know i dont want more that. i want your love):
i hate my parents. mum and dad, i know you know my blog some how. but i'm still gonna wite this. th fact is i HATE you. it's not as if i'm not safd enough or anything. and you keep rubbing things in like since you're sick you cant go korea. i'm going korea and there's nothing you can stop me frm going. what is you problem. i want my own life. i'm alre thirteen. stop controlling my life. i'm not your dog. i'm someone you gave birth to. i'm a human being also. stop bossing me around, and if i'm a dog t you. why did you even give birth t me. th best was not t give birth t me wasnt it. so like you said, i wont give you abig big headache and i wont spend all your money. money is fr you t spend you keep all th money whn you die also all gone right. wl what's your problem. get out of my life, i rather have you as t never borther about me and pretend i never existed and go on with your own life. th day you do that will be th day i'm super duper uper pleased with you.
Bestie! TIFANIS!
i can feel that we aredrifting apart. i dont want. i miss you very badly. i want t go back like how we were in th past. without you i feel very empty.
i miss th times you will comfort me when i cry
i miss th time you assure me so i can sleep well
i miss th times when we go out
i miss th times i would call you and talk t you fr very long
i miss th times we would blast music outside
i miss going shopping with you
i miss going t sentosa with you
i miss going t th movies with you
i miss treating you lunch/dinner
i miss going t your house
i miss your cheering up
i miss you terribly. and i'm in a very sad mood now and there's no one i can talk t and cheer me up and all. i really want us t be as close as we were. no matter who i'm now or how i'm like. deep inside i'm still me, seriously. and i'll still trust you and love you. can you call me today? i really miss everyt. i want you and i need you.):
i hate my parents. mum and dad, i know you know my blog some how. but i'm still gonna wite this. th fact is i HATE you. it's not as if i'm not safd enough or anything. and you keep rubbing things in like since you're sick you cant go korea. i'm going korea and there's nothing you can stop me frm going. what is you problem. i want my own life. i'm alre thirteen. stop controlling my life. i'm not your dog. i'm someone you gave birth to. i'm a human being also. stop bossing me around, and if i'm a dog t you. why did you even give birth t me. th best was not t give birth t me wasnt it. so like you said, i wont give you abig big headache and i wont spend all your money. money is fr you t spend you keep all th money whn you die also all gone right. wl what's your problem. get out of my life, i rather have you as t never borther about me and pretend i never existed and go on with your own life. th day you do that will be th day i'm super duper uper pleased with you.
i can feel that we aredrifting apart. i dont want. i miss you very badly. i want t go back like how we were in th past. without you i feel very empty.
i miss th times you will comfort me when i cry
i miss th time you assure me so i can sleep well
i miss th times when we go out
i miss th times i would call you and talk t you fr very long
i miss th times we would blast music outside
i miss going shopping with you
i miss going t sentosa with you
i miss going t th movies with you
i miss treating you lunch/dinner
i miss going t your house
i miss your cheering up
i miss you terribly. and i'm in a very sad mood now and there's no one i can talk t and cheer me up and all. i really want us t be as close as we were. no matter who i'm now or how i'm like. deep inside i'm still me, seriously. and i'll still trust you and love you. can you call me today? i really miss everyt. i want you and i need you.):
what we could have been, 8:47 PM.
