Sunday, November 30, 2008
i didn't get over you
i just thought that i should
but even when the sky falls down
i swear with all my heart and soul that
i will still love you. it aint a moment of foolishness
i loved you like i never did for anyone and i get stop it now
i just thought that i should
but even when the sky falls down
i swear with all my heart and soul that
i will still love you. it aint a moment of foolishness
i loved you like i never did for anyone and i get stop it now
what we could have been, 10:48 PM.
i'm back frm korea. i'm happy. i miss yunqi
i miss adeline
i got things fr people
i'm going on a youth camp
i'm boored
sarah tay watch out
i miss korea
i want to shiop shop shop
llallalala
i'm boreddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd
i miss adeline
i got things fr people
i'm going on a youth camp
i'm boored
sarah tay watch out
i miss korea
i want to shiop shop shop
llallalala
i'm boreddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd
what we could have been, 10:38 PM.
you fucking boji bitch,. i know you are reading. dont try t use tifanis as back up caus eshe's as USELESS as you. you better not run hor. you spam very fun right. i tell somet more fun to do. go fuck you father then commit suscide more fun sia. bitch. just watch your fucking mouth. you want t guailan i guailan with you. just an advice fr you. when people ask you t hongkan. just listen
what we could have been, 10:29 PM.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
i'm talking t you now! hahah! ui miss you like crazy. and tifanis please la, you want write bout me. write my name dont write sombody. im' not stupid. you bitch, go side your new best friend la. th stupid sarah tay. i'm pissed. i shall stiop. post later
what we could have been, 5:31 PM.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
I'M 100% GOING KOREA NOW. EVERYT OKAY LIAO. YAY! i super happy. yesterday i quarelled with my dad till my mom cried): let me discribe what happen
my DAD:" STOP SMSING! give me th PHONE!"
ME:"SHUT UP! non of your business who i message"
my DAD: snatch my phone
ME: grabbed it t delete stuff
my DAD:"DONT DELETE WHAT's THERE T HIDE
ME:"NOTHING! STOP INVADIND MY PRIVACY LA IDIOT. GET LOST
my Mom:"stop stop, give her back th phone
ME:"YEAHLAH GIVE BACK LA FUCKER
MYdad:"want slap me like that
ME:"YOU WANT SLAP IS IT? SLAP. IF YOU EVER DARE SLAP ME, JUST SLAP"
my DAD:"put downs th hand staring at me"
ME:"STARE WHAT STARE LA! NEVER SEE HUMAN BEFORE AH. IDIOT"
my DAD:"COMEIN NOW! (pull me into th room)
ME:"GET LOST LA. I CAN WALK MYSELF
my DAD:"IDK WHAT HAS HAPPEN T YOU.I NVRN HAD A BILL SO HIGH BEFORE(blah blah blah...)
ME:"YOU TAKE FRM MY ACCOUNT LA. STUPID. NOT AS IF I NO MONEY
MY DAD:"WALK AWAY PISSED
ME:"YEAHLA WALK AWAY DONT EVER COME BACK TH BEST. EVEN MOMMY BETTER THAN YOU!
my mom:" cool it cool it. dont quarrel later cannot go korea.
ME:" HE DONT GO TH BEST AH!
my dad heard and felt sad
ME:"WHO NEEDS A FFATHER LIKE HIM"
my mom:"dont be so rude. blah blah.
after my mom finish my dad walk into th room. so i walked out. then he said STOP THERE
ME:" STOP FR WHAT LA IDIOT"
mydad:"SORRY LA!"
ME:" NO POINT! IT's ALRE DONE> GET LOST!"
my mom is th best. now my dad took my ohone away so i using spare phone. topup again. dangit......
but i still forgive my dad a bit. cause today he gave me alot of money((((((:
my DAD:" STOP SMSING! give me th PHONE!"
ME:"SHUT UP! non of your business who i message"
my DAD: snatch my phone
ME: grabbed it t delete stuff
my DAD:"DONT DELETE WHAT's THERE T HIDE
ME:"NOTHING! STOP INVADIND MY PRIVACY LA IDIOT. GET LOST
my Mom:"stop stop, give her back th phone
ME:"YEAHLAH GIVE BACK LA FUCKER
MYdad:"want slap me like that
ME:"YOU WANT SLAP IS IT? SLAP. IF YOU EVER DARE SLAP ME, JUST SLAP"
my DAD:"put downs th hand staring at me"
ME:"STARE WHAT STARE LA! NEVER SEE HUMAN BEFORE AH. IDIOT"
my DAD:"COMEIN NOW! (pull me into th room)
ME:"GET LOST LA. I CAN WALK MYSELF
my DAD:"IDK WHAT HAS HAPPEN T YOU.I NVRN HAD A BILL SO HIGH BEFORE(blah blah blah...)
ME:"YOU TAKE FRM MY ACCOUNT LA. STUPID. NOT AS IF I NO MONEY
MY DAD:"WALK AWAY PISSED
ME:"YEAHLA WALK AWAY DONT EVER COME BACK TH BEST. EVEN MOMMY BETTER THAN YOU!
my mom:" cool it cool it. dont quarrel later cannot go korea.
ME:" HE DONT GO TH BEST AH!
my dad heard and felt sad
ME:"WHO NEEDS A FFATHER LIKE HIM"
my mom:"dont be so rude. blah blah.
after my mom finish my dad walk into th room. so i walked out. then he said STOP THERE
ME:" STOP FR WHAT LA IDIOT"
mydad:"SORRY LA!"
ME:" NO POINT! IT's ALRE DONE> GET LOST!"
my mom is th best. now my dad took my ohone away so i using spare phone. topup again. dangit......
but i still forgive my dad a bit. cause today he gave me alot of money((((((:
what we could have been, 10:08 PM.
guest and th stupid other spammers i suck fuck tards. please la. you wuji spam bo ji put name. hongkan la. stupid. dont act like some big fuck. i dot need your additional tag of whatever shit. i can et myself. i think you reallyshaming yourself and your family. parents give you so nice name use dont use still want act like what? go look in th mirror la. tamade. waste our time. and like yunqi and adeline not stupid. you guys are stupider. atleast they take th effort t help. THANKS guys(: and right spammers. dont act like some big fuck. cause i dont know who you are. want scold come face t face la. you'll prolly have low self esteem that's why dont dare put your name and stuff. scared still want spam. dotn waste my time. if i know who you're, you'll get it i tell you.
you like see people angry is it. you sick in th mind ah. and i lock my blog you cannot go in still so bo liao see fr what. you no blog or whatever shit i dont care. i dont need you t speak your mind of say anyt. you want do anyt is non of my concern. just freaking dont do it here. go create a blog ans do it there.
you like see people angry is it. you sick in th mind ah. and i lock my blog you cannot go in still so bo liao see fr what. you no blog or whatever shit i dont care. i dont need you t speak your mind of say anyt. you want do anyt is non of my concern. just freaking dont do it here. go create a blog ans do it there.
what we could have been, 9:59 PM.
Saturday, November 15, 2008
mymum says i may go korea on 29 nstead. cause of her passport. i dont want. idk what to do. thanks adeline fr scolding that person. but that person speak their mind. but not here. tif relax. yu'll find your phone and th picts of alfey. cheer up(: i'm gonna end here fr now. my friendster has problem. so anyt, say here. thanks(:
what we could have been, 4:00 AM.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
my love fr you already faded. yeah you're prolly right. i'll get over it.
i cant wait t go t korea(:
i need to gett:
souvenior fr yunqi,adeline,eunice,vanessa.lisa,denise,grace,audrey,tifanis,angie,hannah
shop till i drop
spend all my money
watch madagascar
get new wallet and pencilcase and bag and phone
i want samsung touch screen. I WANT I WANT I WANT!
icant remember what else fr now. anyway now my post are really getting from shorter to shorter. cant think of what t write
i took out me extension(: and thined my hair alot(;
got to go fr now(;
i cant wait t go t korea(:
i need to gett:
souvenior fr yunqi,adeline,eunice,vanessa.lisa,denise,grace,audrey,tifanis,angie,hannah
shop till i drop
spend all my money
watch madagascar
get new wallet and pencilcase and bag and phone
i want samsung touch screen. I WANT I WANT I WANT!
icant remember what else fr now. anyway now my post are really getting from shorter to shorter. cant think of what t write
i took out me extension(: and thined my hair alot(;
got to go fr now(;
what we could have been, 10:52 PM.
my god grandpa just passed away last night. and no idiot wanted to tell me. untill i saw my maid crying. what's wrong with those selfishpeople. he's my god GRANDPA.! i couldnt even see him fr th last time. well grandpa, i hope you're in a better place. although i missed going korea with you. i'll try to enjoy my trip t th fullest cause i know your birthday wish was that everyone is happy. i'll grant that wish fr you. and i'll promise i'll study hard. rest in peace. i misssed th times we went america, phillipines and austalia together, but i rather you go now then suffer so much and go. thanks fr helping me during my problems. you'll always be my grandpa to me.
what we could have been, 10:46 PM.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
i'm gonna get over you.
although i still like you alot.
i should get over you.
although it will take a while.
but i wont ever not admit th fact i loved you deeply once
and th memory of you will nvr be erased
but th place you have in my heart will always be there.
like no one else who had this place before
although i still like you alot.
i should get over you.
although it will take a while.
but i wont ever not admit th fact i loved you deeply once
and th memory of you will nvr be erased
but th place you have in my heart will always be there.
like no one else who had this place before
what we could have been, 5:28 PM.
what is your problem. dont anyhow tag my blog without writing your name. humji ah. and please la. dont act like some big fuck as if you know every single one of my friends. dont act can. but you are a pathetic gutless loser in my eyes anyw. you think you can insult people people cannot insult you isit. fucker. wake up la. what rights do you have t scold me. you're not even related t me, you dont even know me well. i dont owe you anyt. th world doesnt revolve arnd you. stop spamming my blog. just shut up and fuck off.
THANKS ALOT
tmd. i'm still dam angry. ok i shall describe what happened yesterday.
denise and i were sitting on th steps talking. then got this bagalah and his friends crossing th road staring so i was pissed. i said start what stare. than th bagalah ay why cannot ah thani say cannot la.! you idiot or what. fucker.
then inside th sports hall i saw them. they star again. so i say stare what stare fucker. then alot people staring at us so he tiam tiam. then so suey he next t our court. then i accidentally miss th shuttle he laugh. so i say shut up la. dont bark like a dog"woof woof" then he shutn up. then barbara dawn and denise all laugh like shit. then barbara go shout yeah lor. stare what stare, then we go tell mr alex, MR ALEX! got dogbarking at us leh than barbara started singing ohmcdonald had a farm eya e ya o and on that farm he haed some dogs eya eya oh. .... haha! then mr alex say eh ! you here t play you want sing get lost. then denise say eh you'll dam what eh. then laugh like shit. then when going back. i point middle finger at th boy and said by dog! go lick th floor more!ng
THANKS ALOT
tmd. i'm still dam angry. ok i shall describe what happened yesterday.
denise and i were sitting on th steps talking. then got this bagalah and his friends crossing th road staring so i was pissed. i said start what stare. than th bagalah ay why cannot ah thani say cannot la.! you idiot or what. fucker.
then inside th sports hall i saw them. they star again. so i say stare what stare fucker. then alot people staring at us so he tiam tiam. then so suey he next t our court. then i accidentally miss th shuttle he laugh. so i say shut up la. dont bark like a dog"woof woof" then he shutn up. then barbara dawn and denise all laugh like shit. then barbara go shout yeah lor. stare what stare, then we go tell mr alex, MR ALEX! got dogbarking at us leh than barbara started singing ohmcdonald had a farm eya e ya o and on that farm he haed some dogs eya eya oh. .... haha! then mr alex say eh ! you here t play you want sing get lost. then denise say eh you'll dam what eh. then laugh like shit. then when going back. i point middle finger at th boy and said by dog! go lick th floor more!ng
what we could have been, 5:10 PM.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
dearest, i know now very clearly long ago and because of yesterday that it's impossible fr us t be together as well. i should forget you by right, but i cant. i still love you. but i'm still happy that we can be friends. i know you are grateful fr th things i've done fr you all but you now and everyone else who knows me well know i dont want more that. i want your love):
i hate my parents. mum and dad, i know you know my blog some how. but i'm still gonna wite this. th fact is i HATE you. it's not as if i'm not safd enough or anything. and you keep rubbing things in like since you're sick you cant go korea. i'm going korea and there's nothing you can stop me frm going. what is you problem. i want my own life. i'm alre thirteen. stop controlling my life. i'm not your dog. i'm someone you gave birth to. i'm a human being also. stop bossing me around, and if i'm a dog t you. why did you even give birth t me. th best was not t give birth t me wasnt it. so like you said, i wont give you abig big headache and i wont spend all your money. money is fr you t spend you keep all th money whn you die also all gone right. wl what's your problem. get out of my life, i rather have you as t never borther about me and pretend i never existed and go on with your own life. th day you do that will be th day i'm super duper uper pleased with you.
Bestie! TIFANIS!
i can feel that we aredrifting apart. i dont want. i miss you very badly. i want t go back like how we were in th past. without you i feel very empty.
i miss th times you will comfort me when i cry
i miss th time you assure me so i can sleep well
i miss th times when we go out
i miss th times i would call you and talk t you fr very long
i miss th times we would blast music outside
i miss going shopping with you
i miss going t sentosa with you
i miss going t th movies with you
i miss treating you lunch/dinner
i miss going t your house
i miss your cheering up
i miss you terribly. and i'm in a very sad mood now and there's no one i can talk t and cheer me up and all. i really want us t be as close as we were. no matter who i'm now or how i'm like. deep inside i'm still me, seriously. and i'll still trust you and love you. can you call me today? i really miss everyt. i want you and i need you.):
i hate my parents. mum and dad, i know you know my blog some how. but i'm still gonna wite this. th fact is i HATE you. it's not as if i'm not safd enough or anything. and you keep rubbing things in like since you're sick you cant go korea. i'm going korea and there's nothing you can stop me frm going. what is you problem. i want my own life. i'm alre thirteen. stop controlling my life. i'm not your dog. i'm someone you gave birth to. i'm a human being also. stop bossing me around, and if i'm a dog t you. why did you even give birth t me. th best was not t give birth t me wasnt it. so like you said, i wont give you abig big headache and i wont spend all your money. money is fr you t spend you keep all th money whn you die also all gone right. wl what's your problem. get out of my life, i rather have you as t never borther about me and pretend i never existed and go on with your own life. th day you do that will be th day i'm super duper uper pleased with you.
i can feel that we aredrifting apart. i dont want. i miss you very badly. i want t go back like how we were in th past. without you i feel very empty.
i miss th times you will comfort me when i cry
i miss th time you assure me so i can sleep well
i miss th times when we go out
i miss th times i would call you and talk t you fr very long
i miss th times we would blast music outside
i miss going shopping with you
i miss going t sentosa with you
i miss going t th movies with you
i miss treating you lunch/dinner
i miss going t your house
i miss your cheering up
i miss you terribly. and i'm in a very sad mood now and there's no one i can talk t and cheer me up and all. i really want us t be as close as we were. no matter who i'm now or how i'm like. deep inside i'm still me, seriously. and i'll still trust you and love you. can you call me today? i really miss everyt. i want you and i need you.):
what we could have been, 8:47 PM.
Monday, November 10, 2008
i'm sick. i'm stuck at home and want t go out t change th shirt, buy winter clothes.
i'm feeling dam sad and depressed and fucked up. i dont know why. feeling of being at home sucks. there's no one t turn t. i wish someone would just call by. dang it. i'm freaking confused now. i'm definately going t korea. in korea,i'm gonna
1)go t th theme park there
2)shop till i drop
3)buy souveniors fr some people
4)go skiing
5)miss everyone
idk what else t write fr now):
love, i'm sorry fr th quarells during th earlier part of th year.
idk why i suddenly fell so deeply fr you.
but if you and th person you like are together.
i dont want t be a disturbance in your life
;although i love you very very deeply still
i'm feeling dam sad and depressed and fucked up. i dont know why. feeling of being at home sucks. there's no one t turn t. i wish someone would just call by. dang it. i'm freaking confused now. i'm definately going t korea. in korea,i'm gonna
1)go t th theme park there
2)shop till i drop
3)buy souveniors fr some people
4)go skiing
5)miss everyone
idk what else t write fr now):
love, i'm sorry fr th quarells during th earlier part of th year.
idk why i suddenly fell so deeply fr you.
but if you and th person you like are together.
i dont want t be a disturbance in your life
;although i love you very very deeply still
what we could have been, 4:04 PM.
Sunday, November 9, 2008
_______, this post is fr you like i said.
love, dont feel like you owe me anyt. i bought it on my own will you didnt force me. and you dont eat softrice lah! you may like someone else but i'll still like you.
idk why. normally i wouldnt. if that person likes you back and you two are together, i'll be happy fr you. thanks fr trying t make us okay yesterday. i'll fix that myself.
and i dont care if you're rich or poor or anyt. what i like is your character; your cute adorable one(: when i talk t you, i'll make every second count(:
your sweets were my sweetest adicition in life. but looking back, i feel dam foolish/unrealistic, cause i know myself you'll never like me. prolly you think it's an infatuation. but i think not.
i dont care if my friends cant accept that i like you. cause to me you have a special place in my heart. once loving someone, but never like this before.
i love you, (:
love, dont feel like you owe me anyt. i bought it on my own will you didnt force me. and you dont eat softrice lah! you may like someone else but i'll still like you.
idk why. normally i wouldnt. if that person likes you back and you two are together, i'll be happy fr you. thanks fr trying t make us okay yesterday. i'll fix that myself.
and i dont care if you're rich or poor or anyt. what i like is your character; your cute adorable one(: when i talk t you, i'll make every second count(:
your sweets were my sweetest adicition in life. but looking back, i feel dam foolish/unrealistic, cause i know myself you'll never like me. prolly you think it's an infatuation. but i think not.
i dont care if my friends cant accept that i like you. cause to me you have a special place in my heart. once loving someone, but never like this before.
i love you, (:
what we could have been, 8:49 PM.
Yo Sweetlings(:
i shall congradulate my self on my first post(: i think my blog has died cause previously i didnt blog and so i deleted th post t start frm scratch with yunqi (: you see. i'm sucha nice person.! you better thank me sweety!
i missed you and everyone else like crazy. must meet up soon everyone!!!(: todays training was super uber non tiring but fun, i'm 100% going t Korea. i'm gonna shop till i drop. and than buy stuff fr you'll(: dont worry lovelys, i'll buyt stuff fr all of you(: nothing t write fr now.
bye Sweetlings(:
i shall congradulate my self on my first post(: i think my blog has died cause previously i didnt blog and so i deleted th post t start frm scratch with yunqi (: you see. i'm sucha nice person.! you better thank me sweety!
i missed you and everyone else like crazy. must meet up soon everyone!!!(: todays training was super uber non tiring but fun, i'm 100% going t Korea. i'm gonna shop till i drop. and than buy stuff fr you'll(: dont worry lovelys, i'll buyt stuff fr all of you(: nothing t write fr now.
bye Sweetlings(:
what we could have been, 8:41 PM.
